I got it all sorted out about clothes, pants are fine. Parisians are chic but casual, or was it casual but chic. I can do that. And I have all my travel documents, plane reservations, hotel reservations, a couple of tours - Versailles, a bateau mouche dans la Seine, and a bus tour of la cite. Today my to-do list includes buying some Euros, getting my watch fixed, buying a windbreaker (weather may be erratic). So I'm pretty much good to go!
And I woke up this morning terrified! What was I thinking?? A single woman going alone to Paris??? I love the language, mais je ne parle pas tres bien le Francais. I had to talk myself back into enthusiasm. It's not just the beautiful language, it's the art, the history, the concentration of beauty in the center of the city. I long for that. There are plenty of museaums here in Los Angeles. They are spread out, each in a totally different part of the city and some very hard to get to. And I don't take the time to visit them (though I have been to the Getty several times and LACMA many times). But every day in Paris is a cultural adventure, a bit of art, a slice of history, a beautiful garden. I will be immersed in beauty. Ah, I've talked myself into it again! Je voudrais vivre a la! I want to live there! It is totally about the art!
I leave in exactly two weeks. I am excited about it, not terrified!
Yeah, you have to try new things. I got a new home yesterday with more space than I've ever had. You'd think I'd be excited, but I was terrified! I didn't want to leave the old one.
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